Today went for interview for a higher grade job ... haiz ... my 45min essay impressed! my interviewers ... but ... I'm deemed experience-not-enuff ... =( & dey said .. .probably if I apply for 4-5 job ... dey wun interview ... immediately take me ... yah rite ... I was flattered after their 'stabbing' ... haha ... anyway ... we are juz nt fated ... lol
Kenna backstabbed in office ... but nvm ... dun pin much hope on MORE increment and MORE PB le ... so let dem be ... haiz ...
Xixi a lot of heat rash ... =( Tink Sun still nt okie den bring her @@ doc ...
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Have been lazy to blog ... Xi went for checkup on Mon ... weighing 9.95 ... 74cm ... nurse said she growing too fast ... I was like ??? ... anyway ... there are many 'michelins' out there ... Xi is still okay for me ... heh ... she was v. cute dat day ... nurse & doc checking her ... & she'll suddenly LOL ... giggle ... hehz ... den snatched the doc's stethescope ... haha ... told her if she wan ... study hard & be her own doc ... heh ...
So sianz @ wrk ... best colleague leaving ... sad ... but dat's life ... ppl come & go ... just like frenz .... from so many so many frenz ... become like just fingers enuff to count ... but anyway ... it's the quality dat counts ... not quantity ... heh ...
ca0z ...
Sad + Heart Pained
I suddenly felt that I'm so useless ... I can't give the best to my dear girl ...
My MIL hasn't been taking gd care of her ... I really dunoe y ... & I can't scold her/say her ... for she is only my MIL ... the story started last fri ...
I was home early ... she was on the phone ... lying on the sofa ... w. my ger on her ... she was like shocked to @@ me ... & faster sit up ... I dunoe y ... she was still on the fone & my ger was making noises ... I hvn even changed & no time go toilet ... I quickly changed & carried her ... MIL STILL ON THE FONE ... nvm ... Xi started crying coz hungry ... so I put her in walker & wanted to make her porridge ... MIL now den bear to put dwn fone ... ask me look aft my ger & she cook ...
On Mon morning ... my Xi drank her milk & vomitted ... I dunoe y ... has been lidat for a few times ... I tot it was coz of the chinese tonic MIL give her ... but today nth happen ... okie ... nvm ... After wrk ... I reached hm ... MIL was all ready to go out ... I hvn even changed!!! AGAIN!! ... no time to let me 'chuan qi' ... okie ... nvm ...
Tues morning ... my Xi woke up b4 me ... I woke up brushed my teeth ... my MIL gng dwn to buy papers ... I tot she wld bring xi along ... but she left xi to my hubby ... who was so tired ... & asked me look aft Xi ... I was like ??? I no nid wrk si bo? Nbz ... okie lor ... tears flowed dwn my eyes ... I no choice put Xi in walker & bring her to my rm so that I can change & get ready go wrk ... I was so pissed off ... I left for work w/o even saying bye to Xi ... which I did that everyday ... *Xi ... mummy is so sorry ... =(* On my way to the bustop ... I msged my hubby & scolded him ... I hated this hse of his ... hate to the core ... I still have to endure a few more yrs ... b4 I can hv my own place ... anyway ... we sort of quarrelled over sms ... den I realised it's not his fault anyway ... he's tired too ... After wrk ... I came hm & Xi was aslp ... my hubby & I was talking abt my MIL ... he was pissed off alr jz dat he nv tell me ... I din noe wat to say ... I only can endure & let him noe ... but I reminded him not to say my MIL ... skali she anyhw take care of Xi ... =( Xi din wake up until I went to slp ... I felt that she was angry w. me ... =(
Today! I was really shocked jz nw ... while I was cleaning Xi ... her butt was SSSSoooooo red w. rashes ... I was like so angry! But I can't tell my MIL str8 in the face ... okie ... nvm ... I 'lun' ... den aft I finish cleaning Xi ... I asked her nicely ... she said last nite Xi slp I nv clean her ... den diz morning alr lidat ... den I asked her today Xi shit she immediately cleaned her? She said yah ... okie lor ... I give her the benefit of doubt lor ... tink I idiot meh? Just by her way of TOK TOK TOK on the phone ... I can imagine her IMMEDIATELY is how IMMEDIATELY lor ... anyway ... I really feel helpless & sad ... @@ing Xi lidat ... I really can't hlp but cry ... jz imagine the butt red ... itchy + pain ... & my poor girl dunoe hw to talk ... =( She uncomfortable also dunoe hw to tell me ... b4 I discover dat I still scold her ... *Xi ... mummy really sorry* ... I'm really so tired & pissed off ... imagine my ger is wearing Pampers now ... if I wanted to save $$ & let her wear 'niao bu' or lousy diapers ... wat wld hv happen to her?!
I was also surprised that my hubby jz nw suggested letting my mum look aft for alt wk ... I can really put 101% heart if it's my mum look aft ...
I guess my FIL cldn't stand my MIL ... that's y he became so irresponsiblt & nv support the family ... I felt so sad that my hubby grown up in such a family ... having a bit anti social character ... I really dun wish my ger to be looked aft diz way anymore ... so helpless & sad ... =``(
Ytd the PIC for the job I applied for in MINDEF HR Dep ... emailed me ... heh ... I nv meet min. term of svc ... so asked if approval was done ... bleahz ... emailed my boss & some KPOz try to act like gd which in fact he dislikes me ... anyway ... u think I give a damn?! ... U are jz one of the waste taxpayers' $$'s useless dung! Humphz ... so wat if u are a godamn offr ... obviously u can't do anything to me that's y hoping my new posting will succeed? I also hope I can get out of this godamn idiotic place! Which idiot loves to stay there? Bleahz ... & I want to move on ... not stuck there & rot ... zzzz ... HATE THESE IDIOTS!
Nice things to share ... Today ... went HDB to select for flat ... gt the 10th flr ... not so bad eh ... hopefully the proj gt enuff quota so that we build ... else it'll be called off ... =( I tink we not so sway lah ... bleahz~
t|rEd ...
Zzzz ... sent Xi to my mum's place on Tues evening ... last night & tonight nv go visit her ... missed her ... budden will bring her out 2ml! Hee ... last night went for dinner & kbox session w. my dear colleagues ... was fun ... but tiring ... & today no energy play badminton ...
Life's really tiring ... haiz ... dun wish to blog liaoz ... ciaoz~
140905
What's that? Hehe ... the date when I'm gng to select my long awaited flat! Yeah~ I've received the lett. on Sat ... but has been too busy to blog ... thou I v. much wanted to share my happiness ... =P ... since received the lett. ... had been bz selecting the unit we wanted ... butbutbut ... if dun hv ... what other choices available ... haiz ... troublesome ... make me become so unenthusiastic ... coz I dread! reading map!!! That's y my Geo alwayz failed ... -_-
Anyway ... we've eventually come up w. a list ... hopefully can get a nice unit ... aft this ... gotta check the FULL SET of documents to bring ... zzz ... if 4gt to bring then ho seh liaoz ... bleahz ... anyway ... my hubby has done that ... waiting for me to vet thru only ... lol ... *as if I wun make mistakes* ... haha ...
& my dear ger hasn't been slping well ... made me also slp not enuff ... & my sore throat wun go away ... -_- ... finally 2ml can send her to my mum's place ... bleahz ... think that's all for now ... ciaoz~
Superstar!
So the winner is Kelvin ... so what? Bleahz ... to me ... Kelly won! ... Universal is a more estab. record company than Playmusic ... so Kelly still the BEST! ... hehz~ Xinhui's outfit was no doubt v. nice ... butbut ... her actions sucks big time okie? Bleahz ... totally don't fit the demure look ... zzz ...
HDB lett ... still waiting ...
My so-called iron rice bowl ... may corrode anytime ... =( MINDEF undergoing re-org ... hopefully I'll be one of the ultimate survivor ... but I still dun wish to stay in the current unit ... things changed ... ppl changed ... the one nice peepz seemed so distant ... so scary ... =(
hmm ... Xixi's 1st b-day ... we gng to let her make the footprints ... or maybe handprints ... from Best Imprezzione ... =P came across this nice webby ...where u can actually customize the bedrm decor for babies & children ... heh ... thinking of engaging them when we moved to Punggol when Xixi has got her own rm ... yeah!
Hubby & I also planning to go for a Thailand trip next yr ... hopefully got $$ to go ... poor poor me ... hvn go overseas trip w. him b4 ... =(
